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 After completing the sentence of 5 unending years and 6 longest months here i am in awe. Unchained but the govt. policy isn't yet satiated that i have done my terms therefore yet another two years they are going to withhold my NOC(No Objection Clearance) Meaning i wont be entertained in any jobs and be dependent on ones own family.  As same as a handicapped son. 

By the age of 29 one can wholesomely comprehend the burden of being idle. Many of my fellow friends who have gone through similar fate have relapsed by default. Relapse have tempted me too for long and still it does yet i keep on fighting everyday. Why are law formed and for whom?

Running like a headless chicken suits well to our current scenario. A good number of my fellow friends have returned back to prison and again by default set by govt. policy. Why Cooling Period? The Royal Bhutan Police have the flex to upload the pictures of druggist on their facebook pages and not of other heinous crimes and when i personally go through the comments of public on those uploaded picture it feels that we have become a little lesser than human being. Inferior and its very hard to resocialize.

A year have passed and have another year ahead to obtain NOC. Tried raising voice to influential people so that they could address this to larger audience and it seems our lives is of no value to them that they ignore it as if it is a case of common cold. I know this post of mine in this blog wont attract any attention but the sole purpose has been to lighten my heart a little.  

Its due to karma is all that's left to console ourself.  

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