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The size of the earth compared to sun and the sun compared to the universe what are human, their thoughts and their existence and also why human?   My singular opinion is a 0.0001 part from a blade of grass and so is my existence. Despite this fact I write becoz I have freedom now and I have the freedom to let go my diary.  I want to see what comes after death eagerly not that I am about to commit suicide .. Does the Faith hold any water? Does my bad intentions got its consequences? Time, can it be hold?  I feel there is a secret, a great one human should know and its apparent just that we dont look in it. It's just a feel I got. 

Let's not go the long way. I am about to write a short personal perspective about a man I am coming across. He is Mr Sonam Tobgay aka Sotey. A surveyor by calling. I am witnessing a huge brilliance, determination and professional views not just in my eyes but from others judgement too. He have a way of keeping the perfect rapport with the engineers, machine operators and all others who are to be dealt in his profession. Well we were to built a small canal for the monsoon streams. Engineers were hit hard as they couldn't make the machine operator understand their plan. And the canal was naive in a way appeared natural and unplanned. And this man Sotey comes in, explains the drawings of the map in a most simple way and now the canal is on it's way to align just as it is in the map. Prior his step in. A site engineer was complaining, it's a headache. And after Soteys easy maneuvers, Sotey was telling himself and I eavesdrop. "This

 His friends talked about their loved woman in their life. He stood silent and one of them asked Joy. Joy do u hav any woman in your life?  That was a time when my wife abandoned me and I was helpless. I have been chatting in facebook with this Jamyang girl for long. And I lied to her from head to toe. One time i thought it's getting too deep and decided to confess. I said I was an ex convict. That I used to be a alcoholic and druggist. I gamble huge. I was unfaithful to my wife. I used violence against my ex wife and girlfriends. That my family nearly disowned me and friends have already ignored my calls.  I was hell sure this Jamyang girl would unfriend me or wouldn't see that angle I wished. For who wouldn't? I was done. For the first time I felt relieved after telling a truth.  Next day she started chatting with me again. Yeah this Jamyang girl. As though nothing occurred. After certain chats I asked do u feel same for me? And my mi

 A bus ticket from Trashigang to Thimphu. This ticket is a golden ticket if u travel alone. Sharshops as we say to people from eastern Bhutan, they are the people born of modesty and humility. Maybe not all but most of them are. From the mid year of 2013 to 2018 i had made frequent travels in that route. And i have untold fond memories most of which is comprised by Sharshokpas. The bus driver accommodates more than capacity, this is not a complain but a factor making the journey more memorable. As compact it is, the livelier it is. A old woman run out of her BaBa and was asking me if i chew.... somewhere after we crossed the breakfast point in Yadi. I shared her mine. And next??...she was asking about my hometown, my family and so on it goes till Sengor. And its in Sengor where its stopped for lunch. Normally i hate to talk to strangers for this long but in her i saw some truth, genuineness that absorbs ones consciousness so deeply though the topic of our talk being very ordinary. I re

Some random thoughts... My country is the best country, this is what we hear from every countrymen for their own country. And as a Bhutanese i love Bhutan. Undeniably true. But there must be flaw in human creation. And countries are created by man. No! Wrong here sorry, countrymen are wrong sometimes i mean this way. See the problem is that we hardly take up a job that gives no respect. We are coming from environment where we are forced to look only and only for high post. Thats why we dont see graduates taking up blue collar jobs. Not intently saying that they must but there are graduates who prefer blue collar jobs and are afraid to take it, afraid of society.  And what about homosexuals? Our society wont accept it. I am not just generalising, ask yourself if u could accept your daughter if she is a lesbian and have a woman as her partner, can u..? And druggist, they holds one of the lowest rung.  And of course poor and rich. In this case many having people treats have nots as ki

My blog..left untouched for years..faithful so came back and will nurse it with some words hereby. Previous post were some teen age or say budding thoughts pictured in poems which that time i thought to keep it myself for you know very less people get poems😅😅. And here i am today.  Life have been a very interesting tale and i learnt helluva truth. Firstly i couldn't complete college, i was a final year student. And second my wife divorced me for my incompetence in running  a family. Why..??...Drugs... Its now 2 years and counting since i abstained and right now my lungs are  shouting we are clean ..we are clean..😆😆. Firstly my incomplete college life, I was hailed in school days as a brilliant brain by teachers and friends. Of course high hopes. But now a complete stinking shit. Yea actually thats how society see me. Friends who were thousand kilometres behind me in those learning days are now all rainbow behind their head. Well ahead of me.  Its life. If i am better than them